My random 20

Okay, my friends did these, peer pressure....

1. I have never entered a haunted house in my life and NEVER will! I am terrified of my own shadow and to know for certain that someone will jump out at me is to much for my heart to handle.

2. I LOVE TO BE ALONE! I know that sounds crazy considering how much I thrive on attention, but I really love sitting in any empty house sometimes or just walking around a store all by myself.

3. Phillip and I do not find each other funny, but other people find us each seperately funny. Phillip says that I don't laugh at him on purpose and I feel he does the same to me.

4. It is hard for me to let things go. Arguments, friendships, loved ones, unanswered questions.... I may act like I have forgotten all about it, but it is always in the back of my mind. I wish that was something that I could change because it causes me more pain than it is worth sometimes.

5. My longest friendship has been for 21 years. I have been best friends with my friend Emily since I was 7 and we are still going strong and we could not be more different.

6. I know I am annoying sometimes. I think people don't think I realize this about myself, but I am well aware. It is part of the package, if you can't handle it then rethink this purchase.

7. My first sister died at birth. There are lots of times I wonder what it would have been like to have her here and if she and I would have had a good relationship and if I would have even been born had she lived. I know God knew best.

8. I am surprised by my mothering abilities. I really am so scattered brained that some days I wonder how they got fed and dressed and bathed, but somehow with God's help I keep it all together and I think I do a pretty good job!

9. I am an idea thief. I swear I come up with few things on my own. I steal paint colors, decorating ideas, blogg ideas, everything. I wish I was more creative.

10. I love to see people fall down. It is horrible, I know this, but I love it. Even small children as long as they don't get hurt, is extremely funny to me. I am sick!

11. I secretly think Phillip is more attractive than me. He does not read this blog and I would never tell him, but I wonder if people think he is cuter than me? Is that weird? Is he? Don't tell me, I am scared of the answer. It is a double edged sword.

12. I never sat in Santa's lap as a child. The fear was to much for me to handle and I never got the nerve.

13. Phillip is truely my perfect match. He loves me for just me. He knows I always forget and remembers, He knows I am loud and he is quiet, He knows I am scared and he is brave, He knows I am scared of the dark so he waits up as late as is needed with a light on, He knows I am not perfect and still thinks I am. I just know there is nobody else in this world who can see me with those eyes and I feel the same way about him.

14. I hate my nostrils, they are oddly shaped.

15. My dad is a preacher who rides a Harley and has tons of tattoos!

16. I love movies from the 80's!

17.I still remember all the lyrics to the theme song from Jem! You know babysitter by day and rock star by night, pink hair, batteling the misfitz!

18. I always have good intentions, though they most of the time don't go as planned.

19. I have no more ideas for random facts, see lack of creativity!